Thank you for this post!

I’m thinking now maybe I should wear a pair of Nike as an anchor to remind myself of just do it!

Or “Just write the damn thing!”

When I looked back now, I realized the biggest thing that was holding me back was my perfectionism. I wanted every sentence to sound eloquent, every words to be perfect, every possible grammar error was avoided. Doing these things conflicted with my writing process as my creative mind was trying to come up with ideas while my logical mind was interfering. Now I just write whatever comes to my mind and silence that critical mind and worry about the correction later.

It was easier at the start, when I could still believe in the possibility of success. I wrote seven novels before one was published. How to keep going? I still didn’t know. I was stuck halfway through yet another novel and nervous about taking on a project to write a mythology textbook. A writer friend, Bridget, and I came up with a plan ~ we would text each other two random words at night and in the morning, before dawn, we would make something out of them. In this way we would shortcut doubt and procrastination and begin each day already being writers.
On the third day, I started to write what seemed like lectures from a guide I called Godfrey. I thought I would photocopy them for Bridget. On the day I wrote there were fifty more lectures to come, I realised it was a book length project. I wrote almost every dawn over a winter, in my house beside the sea. I wrote a book I didn’t set out to write and I did it without thinking, without stopping, for twenty minutes a day. That was the first thing I learnt ~ that by simply doing it, something would grow.
I went on and wrote the myth book, finished the novel, published two more. The fear has mostly gone. Doubt still lives on and procrastination thrives in many guises. But after meeting Godfrey in these pages, I think I know enough now to carry on.